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lyrics
i'm not fluent in body language
it would take more than looks and a gesture to fill me in on nonverbal cues
for the most part, i trust conjecture to guide me through the rabbit hole
my boots are bogged down i'm aspiring for traction or solid ground
bracing my body to bear my behavior, i need to own up to any mistake
all i can state is that i know nothing, i'm trying my best to wade through the slate
and i must be held accountable to every choice i've made
they brought me to where i am today
and i can only speculate as to what went through my head
here lies another "could've" and "instead"
but i couldn't let a sleeping dog lie
not while congratulating apostasy
benign neglect seemed so appealing
expedient dishonesty
when will a backbone be convenient?
it's not going to get any easier
i must be held accountable to every choice i've made
they brought me to where i am today
and i can't escape my past or any judgement that may follow
but an attempt at apology would feel insincere and hollow
i don't know how to handle this situation
overlooking this is no longer an option
i'm not fluent in body language, but that's not an excuse for my behavior
it's a declaration of penitence and a promise that things will get better
like it or not, we're in this together
it’s not going to get any easier
credits
from Rosacea,
released August 3, 2017
boston wrote the lyrics for this one